Where I Attempt to Explain Why All of This Content is Going to be a Chaotic Mess

I won’t attempt to unravel the tangle that is my jumble of brain impulses that manages to form a thought process most of the time. I think it will become apparent while reading the content here that I’m a bit all over the place. Instead I’ll try to present a series of…things….to paint a picture of what to expect and attempt to explain the why of all of this.

I don’t have an ADHD diagnosis, and really couldn’t be bothered getting one because what difference would that make and it sounds like a lot of effort and money that I could spend on other things, but let’s just say that adding “for someone with ADHD” or similar into search terms when I’m trying to figure things out or hyper-research important things like “why are the colours in  the numbers on my dice inconsistent” has really helped my ability to deal with things.

This blog is something that I feel I need to do for some reason. I feel the need to talk into the void about the things that I’m interested in and to try and explain the very likely long and labyrinth-esque mental acrobatics that it’s taken to arrive at that conclusion.

There’s a large element of doing this that is to help others who process in a similar way, things are hard when most reviews and written/video impressions and overviews etc. are geared to and created by people whose mental train goes in a more direct line. I generally feel like I need to probe and analyse the thing, whatever it may be, to get the proper taste and shape and texture of it to see if it fits into the weird shaped hole I need it to but the shape needed changes based on other shifting variables all of which have their own taste and shape and texture requirements.

I also feel the need to bring back aspects of the early Internet into my life. Social media is a doomed thing, it’s ruinous. I don’t toxically need the validation of others, I don’t need to be advertised at and feed targeted and give a false impression of the requirements of life or click-baited and the generations who grow up not knowing that that is not a normal thing and that life goes on regardless of whether you have an Internet connection and friends lists and know what someone had for breakfast in whatever actually-probably-terrible-for-you viral food craze is going around. I’m aware of the irony that this blog is hosted on Blogger which belongs to Google. I also don’t want to pay for even more subscriptions than I currently do, Blogger is free.

And there we have it, I think. I’ve probably forgotten several points that I wanted to make but the heart of it is there.